I’m overwhelmed and completely dazed these days.
I’ve been running every other day and I’m feeling pretty good physically… My mental state is ALL over the place…
My runs are harder to enjoy mostly because of the fact that I keep feeling like I’m going to pee on myself….
I’m approaching the end of a challenge that I’ve set out for myself and I can’t tell how I feel. Am I proud? Content? Did I know I’d do this all along? Maybe running is just this fixture in my life that will remain constant regardless of what I go through?
I don’t really know.
I do know one thing though. I want to share this experience with other pregnant women who want to run through their pregnancy. I, somehow, want to help them but I don’t know how.
I have to run to work but I’m going to think about this a little more and write later….