I can’t BELIEVE today!

I woke up at 4am and didn’t really sleep until about 8… Kind of dosed off a bit … Felt nauseous and irritated… and finally got out of bed at 10 am.

I was surprisingly awake and I went for a run after about 3 sips of coffee.  When I started running I felt like this might be the last run… But then something happened… It was like… I had to hit rock bottom to force myself to zone out and when I did I Ran straight for 35 min… I was completely and totally in the zone.  Well… More in the zone than I have been for a while.

Then I stretched… Then ran another 10 minutes… Feeling pretty damn good.  Not amazing but pretty damn good…

I made the mistake of getting a pedi and massage right after so I didn’t really eat till 2pm which… Is not so good. But when I finally ate I felt fantastic… Yet tired…

I’m out doing errands now and I know I’m about to fade… But I’m on such a high for being able to endure this morning!!

I also know I might want to be dead tomorrow… We shall see.