…But Why does the subway smell like dead people? And Bologna??? And a FOOT?!!!!! ………..<SIGH>………. I love you NY

TODAY’S SONG

WTF???????????????

I don’t remember it being this bad last time.  I HATE this AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I can’t feel this anymore I am SO DONE.  I wish I could literally sleep through the next month….

I ran in a very WET park today.  I’m happy to say I feel OK though.  Maybe the vitamins are finally flushed out of my system.

Dana sent me this today.  It made me laugh so hard I almost cried…

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I ran circles around my husband today.

LITERALLY.

It was fun 😉 I found a bunch of hidden trails…

We went to LI today.  I took a break from being pregnant and just fucked off all day at my parents’ house.

I saw 4 turtles on the lake today.  One is tiny… It was the only thing that kept me going… the number 4.  I can hardly breath… i feel like total shit.

Yesterday was so bad that I couldn’t even type about how bad it was…. HOLY shiTTT.

I ran for 45 minutes and did not feel better at ALL.  Not for ONE moment.  Actually… at one point Zoey said “Mommy are you ok?” and played with my hair on the couch… That was the only tolerable moment of yesterday…

I’m about to head out today.  I feel so tired and sick and I have no idea when this is going to end but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE END SOON!!!! PLEASE GO AWAY CRAPPY FEELING… I hate this so much… I hate vitamins and I hate anything except water.  Even water tastes gross…

I bought another sweater to hide my bump.  It’s a great sweater… It is definitely going to make me feel better today.

I got a sleeveless blazer that seems to have been created specifically for me – it hides my bump perfectly AND makes me look taller!

BOOM

I woke up feeling ok this morning.  Within half a minute of standing I banged my thigh into the sink and then my knee into my closet door which sent me straight back into bed in agonizing pain… Cursing my clumsiness and swearing i will never get out of bed. EVER!

Then I ran for 45 min in prospect park.  It was beautiful and sunny and I found this cute nook by the water to stretch in at my half way mark.  I think it’s a sign.  I should stick to 45 minutes…

I treated myself to a Klean kanteen bottle at whole foods and I have to say, it actually makes a difference.  my water tastes less like plastic.  It was really starting to bug me.

I have an important meeting today and I stupidly decided to wear spanx.  It’s too early to tell and a little bump is just not cool when you’re trying to make an impression.  Or am I totally wrong?…. I mean, im producing and writing a show for pre school kids.  Wouldn’t making a kid be a plus in this kind of situation? One would think… But it’s just way too weird to announce in a meeting like today.  It’s this weird moment – so in between and awkward…

I stopped at the deli and got toasted health nut bread with cream cheese.  I’m eating it in the subway. I love having an appetite… But everything I eat comes back to haunt me so I’m taking it slow… (in other words I just inhaled it in 2 bites)

This is my Song Of The Day

Oh boy… Today is NOT a great day.  I keep tasting gross things in the air…

It was perfect out, sunny, breezy…. And I almost collapsed as I ran (I mean stumbled) through the park.

Nevertheless… I made it through 45 minutes, showered, ate toast with honey, and ran out the door to work.  I swiped my metro card with my giant bottle of water in hand and felt proud.  I can make it through this rough patch and I’m still pushing.

Today is one of those days where I’m literally worried I may throw up on the guy I’m meeting with.  Like.. Across the table, mid-sentence.

I felt pretty good this morning so I shot out of bed and then the room started spinning so I literally dropped right back in and didn’t move for 15 minutes…

I was so frekin nauseous, running through the rain today…  It sucked.  I kept reminding myself to breath and relax but it didn’t help.. I decided to run 45 minutes even if I wanted to run more when I was done.

I did NOT want to run more.